Decided to start a new blog because i want a fresh start..well i admit that its my sista who inspired me to blog, but of course i am not gonna blog so often like her tho..haha anyway i am gonna start new..
i dun wanna be emo all the time but most of the time emotionalism just took over with lightning speed which i can't control..well maybe this is me eh?? last week was tough and tears did stream down my face but still, i gotta move on.. well as mumcy said happiness is an option, things are gonna be alright after all and i really wish this is true..i think last Sunday was the day which i cried the most throughout this half year..sad mixed with touch and guilty, it H.U.R.T.S. , it really does..
i guess i should learn to be more tough, well i have to..in order to face this cruel and mean world because fairytale doesn't always have a happy ending..gotta study for chemistry for tomorrow test..guess that shape of molecules and intermolecular force gonna be my dreams for tonight.. =P
Growing up is not fun AT ALL..I wish I were a little kid..