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Monday, August 09, 2010, 8:11:00 PM
Not cool  Suffocating in room 18.14.. with earphone plug-in i watched the back up plan, i listen to loads of songs, i watched short videos, i log in facebook and i play games..i ate biscuit, i ate chocolate and even lollipop but these doesn't seems to cheer me up..i am leading a boring and meaningless zombie life and i NEED a breakthrough!! 2 years ago im desperate to be a grown up, close ones told me growing up is not fun and a little kid life was the best but i ignore..2 years later i finally understand what they suppose to mean..staying up late to finish my homework is not cool, staying away from home is not cool, thinking about what uni to apply for is not cool, worrying about not-understanding lectures is not cool,thinking about relationship with close ones is not cool, worrying about am i healthy is not cool, thinking about the future is even NOT cool..its all about growing up that are NOT COOL!!its always the disappointment eh?? thumbs down for me.. =( having my 2nd lollipop and wondering when my life becomes better, tired of handling anymore bitterness in my life..And I wait, for an endless song that never starts, For a cure to my broken heart. My world an upside-down.. o(>.<)o As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. -Dirissy |
