Seven Mocks this week.Three down, four to go. Already half dead after three. Dying and will soon blacked out. =( Second sem coming to the end.definitely not a good sign.sigh. Terribly wanted Christmas, heart filled with indescribable feelings whenever anything related to Christmas meet my eyes.alone listening to chipmunks singing Christmas song, and even downloaded a animated Christmas theme for my iPhone.Deep down expecting and waiting for the not-coming-true fairy tales. Learning how to bear with pain caused by the one I thought is close. Learning not to trust blindly. Learning how to cry silently. Mask doesn't suits me.No more idea how to hide up. Raining but the sun is still there, does this indicate colorful rainbows will be coming along??Is that telling me there is still hope??