I am terribly tired now. T.I.R.E.D both physically and mentally. Ulcer made things worst, pain pain and eating is a big problem to me right now and I really missed mumcy's seafood porridge.sigh. Start watching Brothers and Sisters again right from the very beginning.Blame on my short term memory.Everyone will be an alien to me if I didn't start it all over again, and watched something i like and cheer me up. =) Forget about bad memories and uncomfortable moment.. try to learn a lesson, try to change to love myself MORE, try to ignore what others think of me, UN-glad to be the comic service for others, hoping everything gonna be better and things will go right.